” . . . If you will not believe, you surely shall not last.” (Isaiah 7:9 NASB) 

In the days of Ahaz, kings went to Jerusalem to wage war against it.  When it was reported to the house of David, Ahaz’s heart and the heart of his people, ” . . . shook as the trees of the forest shake with the wind.” (Isaiah 7:2 NASB)

God spoke to the prophet, Isaiah, and told him to tell Ahaz not to fear or be fainthearted.  Although the enemies had plans for evil, God said their plans would not come to pass.

God told Ahaz that if he would not believe, he would not last.

Our enemy still has plans for evil.  He often attacks us by reporting ‘into our thoughts’  —  “This will hurt you.  How can God be looking out for your best when the situation is so painful?  How can God be good if he allows you to experience pain?  How can God be a kind and compassionate God if He allows this to happen?  How can God be good if …?  Why did God not tell you the truth?  Did you really hear what God said?  Do you realize it has been ten years since God said that, and it has not happened?” 

These thoughts are deadly arrows of doubt that will make us not last if we choose not to believe in God.  The enemy will take us out if we choose not to believe.  The enemy knows how to precisely shoot his deadly arrows into painful places in our hearts in an effort to try and get us to not believe God and take us out of the race set before us.

” ‘For I know the plans that I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.’ “ (Jeremiah 29:11)

God’s plans for His people are good.  He loves His people and wants what is best for them.  Yet, just as Ahaz and his people did, we choose to fear and mistrust God’s goodness when the enemy attacks.

God does great things in our lives.  He rescues us.  He puts us on a path of life that is full of adventure and excitement.  He carries us when we are weak.  He loves us and comforts us.  He never leaves us.  However, when troubles, pain, difficult times, slander, seemingly lack of finances, boredom, or whatever else that makes you personally doubt God’s goodness comes along, we forget who God is and His promises.  By not trusting God, we tell Him that we know better than Him what is best and that we don’t believe Him or His goodness.

In 2015, we humans are still the same as the children of Israel were in Moses’ time.  We are prone to doubt God unless we purposely choose to surrender to difficulties while trusting God to take us to our promised land. 

God loved the children of Israel and delivered them from Egypt.  He told them He was taking them to the promised land.  There was a journey they had to go on in order to be transitioned to the promised land, and they would face the unknown during the journey.  They were going where they had never been before. 

Their enemies chased them.  They ran out of food and water; however, God did provide BUT He did not provide in the way they thought He should.  They were bored with the food He provided.  How could God be good if He was going to feed them the same old yucky manna every day! 

They looked back and complained.  Wasn’t life better in Egypt?  They were not remembering the truth!  How could they worry about boring food when God just delivered them from being whipped by their masters whenever the master felt like it?  How could they believe God was not good when He took them from being slaves to free people?  Was Egypt truly as glorious as they were reminiscing that it was?

What was reality?  Reality was God loved them and delivered them and promised them a land flowing with milk and honey.  God was good.  He was providing food for them along the way.  He fought off and conquered their enemies in the most supernatural of ways with the parting of the Red Sea and then burying their enemies after they passed on dry land.  God’s plans were good for them even though they could not see it.  Even though they were experiencing fear, pain, boredom and seemingly lack of provision the reality was God was good and was planning such good for them if they only would believe and follow Him.

How God longs for a people who love Him – who trust Him.  If we love God, then we trust Him.  How He longs for us to know Him intimately enough that in spite of circumstances we trust He is working all things out for good, and we love Him by being patient with Him.  Amazingly the Bible does say that love is patient.  God smiles when we love Him by being patient with Him.

Hebrews 11 records triumphs of faith . . . Abel, Enoch, Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, David, Samuel, the prophets – conquerors of kingdoms who performed acts of righteousness and obtained promises.

“Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” (Hebrews 11:1)

“And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him.” (Hebrews 11:6)

In Hebrews 11, it says that Moses chose to endure ill-treatment with the people of God instead of enjoying the pleasures of sin.  Moses had pain in his life.  He endured and believed God in spite of his surroundings.

When God asks us to do something, there is a surrendering to the process and transition of what He asks.  We must believe His plans are good even if we must endure pain.  Perhaps we need to learn to embrace pain as a sweet offering to God – a sacrifice – an act of worship that says though they slay me I will trust in You.

“Behold God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid; For the Lord God is my strength and song, and He has become my salvation.” (Isaiah 12:2)

I must believe – you must believe OR we will not last!  We must believe the truth!  Our sweet, gentle, loving, kind, just, compassionate, Shepherd God is working all things out for our good no matter what things look like, feel like, sound like – no matter what!  The absolute truth is God is good.  There is no evil in Him.

“The Lord of hosts has sworn saying, ‘Surely, just as I have intended so it has happened, and just as I have planned so it will stand.” (Isaiah 14:24)

~ Esther ~

“I Stand Alone”


jeremiahThe prophets of the Old Testament were “different”.  They were not what we would consider as being normal everyday people. 

They were what most would consider strange and quirky; but, they were called by God to speak to the people only the words God gave them to speak.  God trusted them to be His voice.

Many Christians have not read their Bibles from cover to cover; therefore, they misunderstand prophets.

Many Christians also misunderstand God’s character (who He is).  In some instances, they choose to turn a blind eye to parts of who He is and only pick out the parts they like about Him.  They then build their beliefs and lives around the parts they like. 

One of the foundation stones of God’s character is that He is love – most Christians would agree with this and love this part of God’s character.  Who doesn’t love a person who loves!

Another foundation stone of God’s character is that He is just.  This part of His character is misunderstood or overlooked by many Christians.  Many turn a blind eye and say He can’t possibly be a God who would demand justice in 2015 – He is a God of love and peace only.

In the Old Testament, over and over and over again, God’s people did not obey God and wandered into deep and ugly sins.  Instead of worshipping God, they worshipped idols.  In some instances, they even sacrificed their children to  idols. 

God loved His people so much (because He is love); however, God also being a God of justice had to protect innocent people.  He had to protect the children that were being sacrificed on altars.  He had to protect all the people being hurt by the multitude of sins being committed.  Sin hurts people. 

Therefore, God called prophets like Jeremiah to go before the people to let them know that they would be judged for their sins.  God proclaimed judgement on them after having warned them over and over and over again.  He gave them every opportunity to turn from their sins and evil practices.  When they refused, God had to protect the innocent or He would not be a God of love.  Protecting the innocent is love.

God is still the same God today.  If God is not just, innocent people suffer.  We humans understand the concept that justice is needed for us to live on planet earth.  If there was no justice, evil would be so rampant.  Murder and every abominable sin would take over planet earth.  We would be hiding in the forests and caves to try and protect ourselves from the unpunished evil – no justice would mean a world of total evil chaos. 

Many Christians want to manipulate and be the person responsible to say when a judgement should or should not be given.  Justice has to fit into their little box of what they consider right and wrong, and under no circumstance do they want God to be the one to decide what is right and wrong and when justice must be served.  

Many Christians do not want God to define what sin is – they want to define sin by themselves.  For them, there is no foundation to define what sin is.  The Bible is not their source of definition.  They only want peace and love and  justice is only an option when it fits their definition of when it is allowed or needed – which usually means only if it affects themselves or their family. 

They only want to see the part of God’s character that is love, and they definitely do not want to  make a stand or be a watchman on the wall to speak up for innocent people who are wronged.  They don’t want to have to pay the price involved to speak up and protect the innocent. 

They choose to believe that prophets (watchmen on the wall) were only meant to live in the Old Testament, and that we have no responsibility in 2015 to be a voice for the innocent.  They go so far as to say that anyone who does speak up for the innocent may not even be a Christian, because God is only love and peace.

Being a “love & peace” only Christian allows evil and sin to run rampant through our country, our cities, our homes, our families, our churches – all of our lives.  The innocent suffer in front of our eyes; but, we choose to turn a blind eye as it is not our problem to take a stand for justice. 

Sin runs rampant in our churches – we remain silent.  Evil beliefs take over our society – we remain silent.  We have become a fertile field for another Adolf Hitler to walk in and spew his evil to the point where innocent non-perfect children are killed, Jews are killed (or anyone who is defined as being evil), Christians are killed while other belief systems are given a salute, Christians are ordered not to pray or allowed to believe the Bible, and other atrocities I will not even get into. 

How long before the Christian belief system of “love & peace” only and not standing up for the innocent will breed the fruit of a society and country that is overrun by evil?  Who will be responsible?

Amazingly, many North American Christians not only believe they do not have to make a stand for what is right; but, they also believe that no other Christian should stand up for what is right. 

Some “love & peace” only Christians when they see another Christian STAND UP and loudly proclaim truth, will suddenly arise and strike out at their own – they will try and kill the Christian who stands for justice and truth.  They will try and kill them with friendly fire.  They wound and maim and slander and kill their own – death by friendly fire is an absolute possibility for a Christian who chooses to stand for what is right.

I say, “This should never be!”

I ask — Where are the Christian voices that will stand up for truth, love and justice combined?  Where are the people who will say, ” I am God’s, and I will take the responsibility He requires of me and STAND for what is right”? Where are you? 

Jeremiah suffered by being alone because he was a prophet – a voice.

“. . .  Because of Your hand upon me I sat alone … “ (Jeremiah 15:17)

Will you pick up your cross and follow Jesus and be a voice?  Will you walk in the footsteps of the many martyrs and tortured Christians who lived before you and to this day live in other countries such as China?  Or will you choose to be a “Christian” who defines who God is – peace and love only – and in turn choose to turn a blind eye to atrocities committed on planet earth?

Who are you?  What will be said about you when you stand before the judgement seat?

Will you be like Cain and say, “Am I my brother’s keeper?”


Will you be one who will say, “I stand alone!  I will stand and be a voice”.  To this person God in turn will say, “WELL DONE My good and faithful servant!”

~ Esther ~